I do... Am not much of a complainer or ranter when something bad happens in my life, but ill make an acception to this because this is ruining my life and i need to get this off my chest, am not posting this to look for condolences because some of you might agree with the haters, but give me any feedback you can, because i really need a outsiders opinion and thoughts on this problems i have, so if you got the time read this and let me konw what you thibnk...Alright...here It goes..
Since grade 11(am now graduated) I have come to be veryvery close friends with this girl, well call "Kim", we would hang out 3-4 times a week, getting coffee having a few drinks smokin the ganga.. Myself and Kim were one of the more popular people in our crew of friends.. we always were the ones who make the plans and figure out where the partys are at and what not and for a couple weekend in a row.. we partied with her younger sister well call "Ann" and a couple of her friends, well I would go hit on Ann just to give Kim a bad time saying i was gonna get with her little sister..(who is 2 years younger then my btw) i would hit on her at parties, I would see her when i went to there house all the time.. well one day Ann added me to Msn, and we started chattin for about a month and finially desided to go out on a date without Kim knowing, well that one date led to 4 months on us secretly dating behind my good friends back, yes yes.. i know am a jackass.. but I honestly love this girl..she would do anything to make me happy, and always brought a smile to my face and I always was looking foward to meeting up with her..am sure many of you know the feeling when you start to fall in love with a girl.. you would do anything for them. well thats how i feel about her and she feels the same about me... well 4 months into this secret relationship, i met this other girl(betty), I didnt like her but i thoght it would be a good way to get over Ann, knowing that we could never make this relationship last..it was pretty much a dead end street..becuase is Kim found out..shit would hit the fan..well i went out with this girl then she broke up with 1 month later, becuase i wouldnt do anything sexual with her ebcuase i felt bad about this whole situation becuase i like Ann way more then her and was using her to get over ann..which is a asshole thign to do.. the breakup totally mutual beucase my heart was still with Ann..Ann almost didnt accept me back becuase i did break her heart when out of know where i told her i was going out with betty... well we started our secret live again.. and guess what? thats right folks, Kim found out. And she WENT BOLLISTIC, ive never seen a female get this mad..
when she found out she asked Ann about it and Ann denied it.. becuase Kim only heard about one night were we fooled around but ironicly enough that was just a rumour.. but Ann admitted to it thinking that by saying yes to that would take the heat off the fact wve been dating for liek 5 months.. well Kim goes off telling people am a perv, that i raped her younger sister, and that i took advantage of this drunken girl..damn Ann you deffinitly shit the bed on this one... well all that got resolved when Ann and I told kim about everything, and Kim is still making huge public displays of bashing neekz, yelling out in partys that i raped her sister that am a pedofile, shes going around spreading all these rumours and not to mention that shes trying to kick Big jim and the two twins so " that i never touch her sister again". its been 2 weeks of complete hell for me, rumours are going around I lsot my good friend kim forever, Ann is scared to shit right noe she doesnt know waht to do. have seen her in about 2 weeks.. Am not aloud to hang out with Kims b/f another close friend of mine, not to mention all the girls that hate me becuase of this situation.. and i cant chill with my friebnds when shes around, i went from hero to zero..Well now what do i do? am crazy anout this girl and and likes me alot too, but we cant do anything about it beucase kim wouldnt allow this, shes ruined all my nights so far, and ive lost almost of respect, and ive been in the center of humilliation for 2 weeks, ad i dont konw what to do? Lay low for a month or two? call jerry springer? Kill myself? all sounding very tempting right about now... I dont care if no one replies it feels good to get that off my chest..

Kill me now /rant over

just got a call from Kim, il quote what she said " Why did you tell Ann that you bokr up with betty for her? and you said you fucked betty when you didnt? your a fucking loser, everyone hates you and everyone is making fun of you" end of convo... once again..someone kill me